how sucky can relationships be?

no doubt, boyfren is such a darling
but at times he can be a pain too
at a point of time, never i felt so happy with him
spending the whole day with him
but lasted only for awhile.

what happened?
simple. u noe the feeling of being cheated or being stabbed in the back?
it felt the exact same thing.

proudly after almost 2 years already, he should noe
what are the things up 2 my likings.
since we've been in this relationship for ALMOST 2 YEARS,
u should noe me well then others do.

baby, this relationship isn't about goin with the flow.
this is about how respectful u are to your partner.
i respect u as my bf and also as the older one.
i stood n listened 2 every advice uve given and also avoid things which you really detest.
but sadly, u never listened.! NEVER AT ALL!

after the last incident where, u actually went clubbing and u went OVERBOARD
and i mean it. OVERBOARD with another GIRL. and without feeling guilty, u told me what u did. and now, after much persuasion by ur friends, u agreed 2 club without being aware of my feelings!

what am i? a statue?

I GIVE UP!
i seriously do.
tolerated once, tolerated twice, tolerated alot of times
and if dis time u went OVERBOARD AGAIN, that's the end of it.

we'll wait and see. what happens next week.

so stay tuned.

so guys, tell me how sucky can relationships be???

heloooo
im back!

n yes. i noe this may sound kinda ramdom but
last nite as i was cleaning up clearing all my personal stuff,
i found this hari raya card
the front page is a ugly, jongang looking cartoonic guy
with a songkok on his head..
and nest to him was this sentence...
"awak tahu tak..?"

and yes.
the card was given to me by none other den my ex bf and also my ex classmate
i could still remember the date when he handed over the card to me.
11 October 2007.
i remembered clearly.
the contents of it.. let it be a secret..

its been such a long time
yes. at some point of time i do miss him.
but its over now.

we moved on and will always move on.
learn from our mistakes.
and never repeat them again...

for now, the only guy who im able to open up to
is none other than bff. muhd masyfu bin md noor.
its been almost 2 yrs now. n i dunnoe somehow, we survived.

ouh well. those were the days...

once again, im back.

woahh.. 3 more days to payday.

damn. can die standing mann..

haiyo.

apart from my payday

im actually looking 4ward 2 dis sat the 5th!

im meeting my cliques!

yesss. my ISA zorro cliques!

najepuldeesiffkhai

gonna break-fast at breeks

i really cant wait.

made reservations.

n we are sooo set 2 go!

its been such a long time yaww.

n 2 my bff

ur invited too.

you can tag along too if u want.

after all u are my bff.

u noe who u are so dun have to act stoopid n ask again

ill be delighted if u cld come.

apart from that

im excited like hell!!!

see u zorros sat!

najepuldeesiffkhaishira

pssst!!!

bff.. i donnoe why but im missin u

is this love?

whoalao..........

like what i said
at a certain point of time i just feel like
dumping him
but i just cant.

i just syg him so much

i really didnt ask 4 much
just spending a day together

n this is all i get?

iqah, aku cam tkde mood lgik nk gy on sun
u guys go ahead.
ill plan 4 ur meeting up
but i wont come

i dun wanna see him again.
let him enter NS with a peace of mind
im just gonna find my ways 2 keep myself busy.

at least iqah n min has this thinking
that we may wanna spend the sat together.
but sadly, it wont happen guys.

he has alot of plan in mind
but not with me.
but with some other ppl

well, shira.
cheer up.
dont fret

it will all get better in time.
i hope.